Man I not sure what to write. I have nothing to say, bbq meat loaf. Autumn please stop crying. Dinner smells done. I can't think of anything to write. I can't think of anything to write I can't think of anything to write. Love doesn't Run. Love is etrenal and ever lasting and people this day and age give up to easy. Yeah he fucked up big time but wouldn't I be a fuck up too if I gave up. Love doesn't run. I still love him it's worth fighting for. Camping I feel like camping, I need a vacation. Jon and I need a Vacation together. Some where warm and nice somewhere we can get time just the two of us but can also take the kids. I cruse maybe I wonder how much will a cruise for a family of 6 run? I wonder can we swing it when school is over. Gosh school sigh seems to be the double edge sword in this marriage who knew it would be so hard with two of us in the same time. Who knew that we would fight over doing school. And saying we spend to much time on it. Really can you spend to much time on school work. I mean as long as you are doing it and getting it that should be what matters. I think we didn't think this through. crap thinking of school I have to get the boys ready for school too. I need to make sure they are registered and everything. This is Ricky's first year so that's going to be hard sigh. Oh and then we are going to have to deal with the shots issue I think he is up to date. Gosh when are the creative thoughts suppose to be flowing it's been 5 minutes and this is just random stuff. Where is the stuff that I can turn into a book. A book I really do want to write one some day. I would love to write something that gives people meaning in their lives, and makes them stop and go wow. I don't care if it's real of fiction I just want to write I have for many many years since I was about 12. Jon is the only one who believes i could do it. LOL he jokes I could write the next harry potter series that everyone loves I think he's crazy. After all, I am no good that is all I have heard about my writing. Which is funny because I always did well in school but I have been picked on for my blog and other little errors. I wonder is that what editors are paid for to fix those little errors. Oh who am I kidding I don't have the talent to write a book. gosh times not up yet this is taking for ever. I wonder what people are going to think seeing this. This is random and so crazy but it's every thought. I just went blank grrr. I can't think of something to write I can't think of something to write. I have 2 minutes left yes. This is fun but scary to think it's going out in the cyber world where people can read it. especially since I can't edit it or anything. going to really show them that I can't write. Oh paper ripping did Jon write me a love note? I hope so, I hope we can do that every day for a year that would be awesome. Yes Times Up Bye
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